We played a game with the C boys + A boys + Marvin! Ok Marvin was just watching but it's like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde you know? It's rather astonishing to see him joke and smile and teach us how to play the game! And laugh at Melissa. He laughed at her. He pulled Weilu's hair. Wow.
My receiving is horrible! And into the 2nd set of matchplay I suddenly did a succession of a bad serve, bad receiving and bad spike. Like I suddenly forgot how to play volleyball! Oh man. And during A'div training why is my receiving so horrible?! I concentrated super hard on Yuanwei's spike and yet I'm still unable to receive it perfectly.
Felt the frustration and helplessness I haven't felt in a long time but I controlled it!! Being hopeful helps I suppose. And I landed on my wrist when I dived for the ball and a searing pain just shot through it. Was so close to screaming / saying a bad word for many times today but I guess it wouldn't serve any purpose. Haven't seen a doctor for it yet, it's been weeks. But either I daren't to, afraid he'd ask me to stop playing. (Even for 1 training it kills)
Mr Ng and Mr Tay came back!!!!!! At close to 8 maybe? We saw Mr Ng first and all of us were like: "Mr Nggggg!" A rush of relief and familiarity. Guess it shows how much we are dependant on him and Mr Tay. Seeing them is like.. Finding an oasis in a desert. Much thanks to Marvin for training us too! Thanks to him a lot!
Let it all out after training and went a bit crazy like pretending to be a martial arts expert with the sword, shoebag fighting with Yuanwei and Ben asked me if I took my medicine or if I took the wrong one. Made a rhyme and really became quite crazy.
We can make it I'm sure we must stay strong (together)!!
I feel happy :D
