But sometimes I wonder, and there are 2 possibilities to it:
1. Even if you change something in the course of your life, would everything still be the same eventually? Marry the same person, go to the same college because fate/destiny decrees so?
2. If you changed a small, insignificant thing, everything might end up different. Say, if I decided to not buy that bottle of drink, someone else might have had it, and changed the course of his day when he (for example) split it onto someone else and things unfold etc?
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It's hard to say. All a matter of perspective I suppose. Like sometimes I think life is so short and already at the age of 17 there isn't much time left, but on other days life is just a damn long meandering road.
Sometimes what your focus/priority is now may seem so insignificant when you look back. Like how I can keep on to one object but years later find no qualms in discarding it.
If only, if only, if only. These words are hypothetical, but powerful enough to make you regret, to make you wonder your brains out if only you had made the other choice. But it's impossible to say that would have made your life better as it unfolded anyway.
Like Yoga's new album concept: We all have chairs in our lives, just a matter of who takes the seat next. A mysterious guest. Like how sometimes you think you're actions are disastrous but in this whole big big big world, it's miniscule.
I could think for hours about Life, especially on nights like this. I wish the night would absorb me and I could embrace the night sky and the super bright star that twinkles at me every single night, at the same spot.
PS: I want to find out what star is it!
