Dead of the night

Awake at 3:30AM because the weather is soo good! And pair it with the super good music it's the perfect recipe for a quiet night. Though it doesn't contribute much to finishing my work at a productive rate (brain's a bit dead I realized) it's rather nice to discuss Volleyball and such. I marvel at my stubborness and inability to learn a lesson, will sleep after this I promise.

Signed up for Nike Run with A'Div. I hope it doesn't kill me. And if it doesn't.. it'll make me stronger! Really determined to train my hardest for the final year. Use up all the fight in me. But first I got to do something about my health, currently am like some weak duckling. Pfft!

I wonder how Grandpa is doing, his condition is rather critical. I hope and hope and hope he'd be strong and be alright.

I think I really like the night. No need to attend to anyone, get distracted by anything and just be at ease with everything else. It's like a sphere of safety that I get rather disturbed should it be compromised. I like it that it seems like you're the only one awake apart from fellow owls on MSN, but their company is somehow welcomed. Thoughts run through and I let them go. Time moves slowly in the night, lengthening the passage to dawn.

That's what we're all shunning from sometimes isn't it? The arrival of day, the onset of the hustle-bustle, cacophony of noises that seems to drowns you, envelopes you.

Good night.

"Well in case you never noticed,
the path you never chose has chosen you.
Awful happens all the time, try not to let it kill you."