>:(
I thought it was finally the end of a super hard, insomniac week. Guess it was not to be. I hope this week ends fast and the next is better to live/get through.
Feel like I'm losing control and losing myself :S I must get a grip before everything just spirals out of control. Need the fire back in me, I think it was doused by tears (at the risk of sounding cheesy) Keep finding myself a little disoriented. I'm angry and impatient at what's happening to me!
(Oh plus the payment for the Nike Run was screwed so I guess I won't be taking part in it anymore! Another huge negative point for the week. Stupid.)
#@)$% Ok start slow. I need to get myself back on track. And also for my studies. And most importantly, I need to begin playing again like I have in the past, with even more determination and hunger for the win. Can't let myself and the team down.
I can I can I can I can I must do it.
This is a stupid "crisis".